So that silly little rant from yesterday, yeah, that nonsense...TOTALLY FLIPPED TODAY. It's kind of nice having friends that can seriously do a full 180 and forgive you for whatever you do. If you don't have somebody like that, I suggest you go find somebody. You probably read that and say "Psh, some random chick that I don't know. Yeah. TOTALLY GOING TO LISTEN TO HER." Well let me tell YOU something Mr.and or Ms. Sir and or Ma'am!! People like that, will help you with everything. They'll have their moments where they'll be all "WTF?" then they'll be "Awwww it's all good(:" They'll save you from yourself.
Sometimes that's all we need, is somebody to save us from ourselves.
I'm totally sure that you don't care about personal stuff though(: Lots of people don't. It's all good.
I think I'll post another writing, I would love comments. Please. Please. PLEASE. PRETTY FREAKING PLEASE.
Because of you, she's afraid of the word forever. Because of you she can't say it to anybody anymore. You promised. You promised her friends forever, and she believed it. You promised her you would be there forever, and she fell for every word of it. But what she refused to believe was how big of a lie forever really was. She hated knowing that forever was over the day you left. You never expected a word to mean so much, and you never planned on forever being only a few months. You never told her, but you really did expect forever to be forever. You kept a strong front as your forever came crumbling down, but inside your heart crashed harder than your promise. You promised you would still say good night and that no matter what this was not your last goodbye. She wanted so much to believe you but she knows that every forever has an end and that eventually every promise is broken. So she tried her hardest to believe you. The one thing that she never doubted was your love. Over the course of your relationship, that was the one thing that was never questioned or debated. She was your world, and you were her everything. But in the end that love was a cruel joke. You played along knowing the final outcome but never told her. You really had her fooled. You let her believe that forever really meant forever. And now she can't promise anybody forever. And because of you, that word scares her more than anything.
Yeah. I wrote that. :D WOO!
Peace, Love and Banana Nut Muffins <3
Until tomorrow.
Kari.
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