When somebody says "I love you", what do you hear? What do you think? What do you want it to mean? Personally I hear just that, I hear "I love you." I think that they wouldn't say it unless they meant it. And to me, it means that they really do love you.
Okay, picture this. A guy, your best friend, you've liked him for a while but he hasn't liked you back. One day you tell him that you love him. He simply says "Okay." Then a few months later, he moves, halfway across the country. But a few days before he leaves, you hang out with him. One thing leads to another, and at the end of the night you end up kissing. You tell him that you love him, and he finally says it back. You really hope he means it and until you ask him if he did, you really think he meant it. When you ask him if he meant it, he says "Yeah. As a friend. How did you mean it?" What I didn't tell him, was that I really thought I loved him. I really wanted him to tell me that he really REALLY loved me. But he didn't. And now I look like a fool.
Oh well, it's nothing new.
And that was my little rant(: no more of that. Ever again.
I promise.
Relationships are hopeless. I think I'm just going to grow up to be that crazy old cat lady, that lives nextdoor that gives all of the little neighbor kids freshly baked cookies. I am perfectly fine with that. WHO'S WITH ME!?
Probably nobody. I'm okay with that too. From now on, everything is going to be okay.
"Your mom died"~"Okay."
"You just pooped your pants!"~"Okay."
"I hate you!"~"Okay."
"I'm going to the moon!!"~"Okay."
Everything is okay...right?
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