Officially one week.

One week since he left. I don't like this. Yeah, we were just friends but I loved him you know? Like a lot. Yeah that sounds really stupid and you can totally tell I'm a teenager, well guess what, I'm a teenager, I can say that kind of stuff. I miss him. I don't want to but I do. We text and we talk on facebook everyday, but I still miss him like crazy.
I thought out of sight out of mind worked? Then why the hell isn't it working now? He's halfway across the country. That's far enough out of sight isn't it?
God this is stupid.
He doesn't think about me ever, so why do I think of him? He doesn't love me, so why do I love him? He's happy out there, so why am I miserable back here? He doesn't care, so why do I?
It's not fair.
But life isn't. Right?
That's what everybody says.
He told me, time will fix this. He told me someday I'll get over this, I'll get over him, and I'll be happy again. I told him time doesn't fix everything, because I'm not sure I want to get over him, but I want to because it's stupid how much I think about him. It drives me crazy. I simply told him I hoped he was right, he said he was so I said good.
I'm ready for time to start working. I'm ready to forget him. I'm ready to forget everything we did. It was great while it lasted but it's all over now.
I just need to move on I guess..but how can I do that when I can't stop thinking about him?
THIS IS STUPID.
I HATE THIS.
VERY MUCH.



I'm done.
~Kari.